Accept me as I am, we are all equal

Future Memories

flamingirezumi — Thu, 08 Apr 2010 01:43:09 +0000

I wish I could translate every single feeling that I am feeling into words.

They are all too jumbled up at the moment to be untangled,
that kind of knot that could never be undone,
that kind of knot that you would bring with you to your favourite unwinding spot,
hoping to leave it there and leave no trails of yourself so it would never trace you back.

Despite all these, they are part of my future memories.

My day off

madformat — Tue, 30 Mar 2010 15:40:51 +0000

-Attended MamaSteph’s registration of marriage in Butterworth

-Went over to MamaSteph’s house and had a long steamboat lunch

-Drove over to Penang

-Went to Gurney

-Had gelato – yumyum!!!

-Watched How To Train Your Dragon in 3D – totally awesome!!!

-Went to Batu Feringghi for dinner and CDs

-Went to Queensbay Mall for my tripod plate – finally I’m able to use my Manfrotto tripod again!!! Lost the bloody plate some time ago and thought I’d never be able to get another plate again!

-Almost choked to death laughing in the car

-Had a nice long chat on the way back to SP with my erjie

It’s back to work for me tomorrow =)

Too Late To Push Rewind

flamingirezumi — Tue, 19 Jan 2010 10:56:24 +0000

Happyland in 2 days.

I WAS really looking forward to it. I still look forward to it but what I truly wish for was that I was home. Circumstances just don’t allow me to return home just yet. So I suppose a temporary relief is better than nothing at all, at least I get to see friends from home, friends who go a long way back.

Tonight is one of those nights yet again. Problems and worries seem to dissolve at home the way I want them to, wish it was the same everywhere I go. There are times when you want something to come true, you just have to truly believe in them. I guess I will have to truly believe that the saying is true.

Days are passing by and all the leaves are changing too, but time won’t change the things unsaid.

Rewind

flamingirezumi — Mon, 18 Jan 2010 09:01:10 +0000

There is a chinese saying about how movies are reflections of lives.

If that was really it then where is the rewind button?

I Saw

flamingirezumi — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 12:47:56 +0000

I always believe there is a time and a place for everything and based on that belief, I often take one step at a time. I used to stress out so much over everything and at some point I found it pointless because stressing out not only does not solve anything, it adds onto my occurring stress.

But everything seems to have rolled into one tonight. When I feel the stress coming I usually tidy up my wardrobe; it is therapeutic to my mind, not forgetting a healthy way to destress, and having a colour coded wardrobe is heaven to my eyes. It normally does not last but oh well, I can only try. Tucking away the winter clothing one by one seem to signify peeling things off my mind one by one. There are just so many other things to think about I keep pushing personal issues to the back of my head. The last thing I need now is a personal issue to deal with.

The uncertainties in life that I once loved are now becoming worries. There is perhaps no point in worrying about what has yet to happen but I just can’t help wondering. Wish I still lived a 15-minute walk away from my favourite coffee place.

Maybe what I need is another kick-ass getaway.

One Of Those Nights

flamingirezumi — Mon, 28 Sep 2009 12:57:14 +0000

I hate One Of Those Nights. I am missing home badly.

You too, Jo. Wish we could drive aimlessly while blasting music in the car right now.

Vanilla Twilight

flamingirezumi — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 01:26:09 +0000

Just thought I’d save whoever who reads this the trouble to figure out who is who, I’d italicize my words. Oh you’d still have to figure out who writes in italics (not the hardest task in the world).

Despite being a rare Sunday that I slept in my own bed (I sort of have a weekend apartment you see, well maybe more like a weekend bed in the living room at a friend’s), I could not sleep past 9am. Eyes were wide opened at barely 8.30am. Not that I am complaining, because there are a couple of things that need to be done.

Spent half the morning doing what I love best, making good use of isohunt.com. The connection was super in the morning! So I have equipped myself with a whole day of new music indulgence. Currently I am in love with Owl City. They have finally made it to the Billboard charts! Hurrah!

A Perfect Friday

madformat — Fri, 21 Aug 2009 16:31:52 +0000

Hello!

It’s been some time eh??

Been really busy lately.

And the AH1N1 virus is not helping.

Wearing my mask all the time in the hospital. Almost sucked a hole in my mask while teaching a patient to use the turbohaler. Almost poked a hole in my mask when wanting to drink vitagen. And yes we drink vitagen at work lol

Today’s a Friday. It’s a weekend here in Kedah.

Woke up late.

Lazed around the house.

Channel surfed.

Had brunch with the sister.

Went to my new house to help with the painting.

Went to Sunway Carnival with Bimbo2 to watch the Proposal. (only to reach there to book my 7.40pm movie and was told that they do not have a show at that time. wtf i checked gsc’s website earlier today and they said they were gonna have one showing at that time!)

Had a long dinner at Sakae Sushi instead. Bimbo2 was massaging her cheeks at one point as it was aching from too much laughing. My cheeks are well trained for hours of smiling/laughing lol

Had so much fun talking and gossiping. The gossiping part especially lol

I was reading an old edition of the Scientific American Mind mag and it stated that ppl who gossip more are smarter. Something like that anyway. Because we have to remember those events. So I went around asking people if I gossip a lot. Bimbo3 said…erm..quite a lot la…which I’d inteprete as ‘quite smart’ lol

Anyway, I came home, came online, chat with my fave chatter who sent me a couple of emo songs. Ahh… I miss nights like this. Chatting late into the night, putting a couple of songs on repeat.

I just had a perfect Friday.

buon compleanno

flamingirezumi — Mon, 03 Aug 2009 11:30:11 +0000

I turned 24 yesterday. Big deal. No really, it is a big deal because it is like a wake up call; I am almost a quarter of a century old yet I still hate having to be 100% responsible for everything I do and decide for the rest of my life. As I grow older, birthdays don’t matter all that much to me anymore, they are just like any other day except I can indulge in cakes without much remorse later on.

Thinking back, I actually miss the obligatory fruit cakes the mother used to buy for my birthdays before I left home for Sydney….

I Don’t Live In A Dream

flamingirezumi — Fri, 17 Jul 2009 11:58:46 +0000

It is funny how as we grow up things become more complicated yet most of the time we seek solace in simple things. This is the first Friday night in a very long time that I am home doing nothing. I spent an hour just looking up One Tree Hill songs to download – one of my all time favourite things to do. I feel contented just doing simple things like that. Ah bliss.